Memories.♥

2010-03-14T08:05:00.000-07:00

This quote is really getting more and more real to me..

"The hardest thing to do is to watch the one you love, love someone else."

I tried..But is it still possible..?

Uncontrollable Tears .

You are the first person i have fallen for..

But your heart has already been conquered..

You made my tears flow like nobody's business..

But you still do not know about my feelings..

What should i do? I know we are impossible..

But what should i do to stop it..

I tried to push both of you together..

But Im getting a more & more uncomfortable feeling which i cant explain..

The more i try to help u guys together, the stronger this feeling is..

And you blame me for it when i did something wrong..

I did not do it on purpose, i know you are just joking..

But im not sure how long i can continue with this..

What should i do?..

2009-12-17T06:22:00.000-08:00

"The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love someone else."

Almost whole week has been giving out fliers, tuition..
Muscle aching lyk hell><

Ytd Km said no work so went work wif jieh[o.o]

From 2-3pm work till 7-8pm-.-

Somemore 3diff type of fliers==

Leg gt blister n scratch den finger gt 2paper cut==

Now typing oso pain):

Den jieh "seduce" me by touching my leg..=x

Reach home den bathed(:

Cant tahan den one leg on toilet bowl to prevent water touching my leg><""

Today gt work lex.x went to get 1000 fliers from KM
Den met jieh coz still gt leftovers from ytdT_T
Total gt 4diff type of fliers to gib out lor..
Muscle ache haven recover leh..=x
left 3blks..mum came to d=th rescue~-.-
Den peii jieh go eat..Keep diisiao herxp

Aft tt she touch till me"toottoot" [high pitch]

BianTai!!==

Homed~

2009-12-09T00:06:00.000-08:00

"It's so easy, To think about Love, To Talk about Love, To wish for Love, But it's not always easy, To recognize Love, Even when we hold it.... In our hands."

zZz..So many things happened recently..
Plus it happens all at one go..
My phone prepaid card expired..
Total up local n international de money..
Still gt $284 de leiis!
Now all gone le..AHHHHH!!
Somemore i alrdy bought de prepaid card..
Juz tt i frgt to top up..T_T
Today juz packed my rm..
Nw oni 1/3 of my rm messy ba?
But messy as in not visible de place!=P
Soon my rm will be superbly neat n tidy de!
MUAHAHAHA!!! WAHAHAHA~!
But all dis cause my sensitive nose to start agn..
UNCOMFORTABLE!! Don kaiire le..
Go play audi nw..BuaiixBuaiix~ <3

2009-12-08T07:02:00.000-08:00

"I Finally Have The Chance To Know How It Feels To Be So Call -Cheated- By Someone Else, And Its Someone So Close To Me..I Can't Describe The Feeling, But I Don't Like It. After Knowing It, And Its Through My Own Means, I Could Not Control My Tears..And Of All Days, Some Other Unpleasant Things Happened Too..I Really Don't Like -Today-. I Want To Cheer Up But I Can't.."

Monday, o7/12
Yesterday, I was not feeling well..
Should be due to my sensitive nose..
Coz I packed my cabinet/clothes de day be4![so neat!]
So stayed home lor..T_T
Somemore alone at home-.-
After lunch, felt bettar!
Evening, went for my first Phys tui..
Somemore tcher busy den my chem tcher tk over 1day!
Den still nid self-intro..AHHHH!!
Den Homed~

Tuesday, o8/12
Today, Early in the morning went yoke leng hse void deck dere discuss..
the gz tshirt design de colours,
chatted for awhile b4 heading to admiralty to meet de supplier!
Den had lunch tgt~(:
Played for dno how long den headed bak home!:D
Evening came. Dis time my first chem lesson-.-
Nid intro agn..zz..
But more short de larh((:
Aft tui den waited outside de center wif ger for her sis n my bro..
Juz nice same day tui-.-
Waited so long arhhh!!==
Finally, me, bro, his fren headed home while ger n sis head other way home~
My bro kept dragging-.- Tok wif his fren ma..zz
Den Home~ ^^

2009-12-06T06:23:00.000-08:00

"I become a waterwheel, turning and tasting you, as long as water moves."

WAAAA!!! So lazy to post-.- Plus not much things to say lor..T_T

My holidays are wasted!! ): Jus post wat i did within dis 2weeks lor..

Escape-d wif Angeline Jie♥[Don call euu ANNEH in my POST le^^]

Her dad n sis came along!(: Den treat me wor!

THANK KEUIIX UNCLE!:D

Den Ann..OPPS!:x Den jie FORCE me go sit de viking ship-.-

Euu noe i scared of heights[shld be ba?o.o] den still lyk tt!=P

Den my first time on viking ship given to u! xD

See i so good! xp Den went to play other stuff~

GoKart-ed~ Was de 1st to go!==

1st time leh..Lyk tt diisiiao me-.-

At least 2nd ma..but nobody wan go de one infront of me! ):

Heard from Jie tt 2guys caught up n drove pass her-.-

But they caught wif me le den let me go agn-.-

Reli nobody donwan be 1st?!==

--Raining--D:

Haunted hse-ed..

Oni ME & JIE leh!! So de 3guys at de bak oso go in at same time..

Den keep on irritating us but 1of them helped?

Neoprint-ed~Home-d~ :DD

Den tues go giv out fliers wif Kahming♥

But nt tgt? she gave out hers i gave out mine-.-

Damn tiring..Aft tt went my hse..

Slack-ed~

Saturday went ama hse..

Sunday stay home):

2009-11-25T05:06:00.000-08:00

23.Nov

Had lunch wif Deanna den went bak sch for cca..

But th security guard stopped meT_T

He thot i dyed my hair which i did nt..

Aft cca, 5.30pm, faster change out of my tights den went to de sch gate~

Both jw n sally was waiting for me-.- SO HONOURED!

Both their cca ended earlier, one at 4pm n de other at 5pm..

Den my parents drove us to Pasir Ris park..

Class gathering had alrdy started><"

Almost all of them asked me y im in pe shirt!

Nobody asked sally y shes in sch red tshirt though-.-

Went CYCLING!! Aft tt continued wif de BBQ! YUMYUM((:

Den sw gave me a chicken and i ate it..inside was raw..EWW!

Den Samantha n me started de CHARCOAL FIGHT:D by attcking others!

But aft awhile, nid go home le-.-

so..HOMED):

2009-11-19T06:05:00.000-08:00

Watch 2012 last week le..

Is it last week? Forgotten le.

Holiday is so bored..

Damn lot cca practises,

still have to skip 1 of de gz practise to go chi dance

Coz de timing overlap, de 2nd lesson went for both

muscle aching lyk hell!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHH..going mad le-.-

ACHE. ACHE. ACHE.

): ): ): Tml still gt gz, haven practise..

Signing off here..*SLACKED*

2009-11-11T07:09:00.001-08:00

10Nov, Tue
Went back sch..WOOHOO~~I GOT INTO 3E2~~
Somehow, gt weird feeling, don feel good..
Aft tt, 1pm met *KM* and we went SSC..
Sorry hor! Im a 路痴..Brought you here & dere den finally reached..
Bought stuff missing from bryan kor's bday present~
Bought de "box" to contain de presents..
Final product..Looks lyk when u dabao donuts de!=P
Forgot tk pic of it-.-
Somemore inside i put cup & fake breadxp

Whole day nv eat-.- No Breakfast. No Lunch.

But still no feeling..

Not much appetite sia..*Ate dinner*

11Nov, Wed
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRYAN KOR!((:
Met *KM ~
Delivered de "package" to bryan's hse..
Went back home~
Watched horror movie wif *KM* & BRO..
Watched two diff movie somemore..
Wasnt shocked by de movie but shocked more by *KM*
><" Keep screaming..I wan become deaf le=P
Somemore my bro keep on wan to diisiiao her-.-
Poor pillow-.- Caught "hostage" by *KM*
7.30pm, escort *KM* go downstairs to SOMEONE ELSE to escort her home((:
*HOMED*

2009-11-04T04:03:00.000-08:00

I did not edit de hand! Taken lyk tt..SPOOKY!

WOOOOOOHOOOOOO~~

Ytd went AMK hub wif Zien, Annineh & her frens!

Lyk wat Annineh said in her bloqq((:

We were waiting for 2ppl & i saw them!!

Btw i nv ever seen them b4 de!

Smart ba? JKJK=p Juz lucky!

Aft tt waited for another 2ppl..

Torturous??

Aft tt didnt noe wat to do~~

Went to arcade.

Den someone disappeared suddenly to go buy Tomatoes.

o.o??

2ppl went home aft awhile.

Bought mineral water+plasticbag to play water bomb!

Finally smth to do((:

We girls took most of the "bomb" =P

We bought it & made it de leh!

Oni the guys gt wet.. *wink*

Then a lil girl "scolded" us for "littering"

We had alrdy decided to pick de bomb up lor..

They started teasing her..=P

Played two storey de catching..

First game, Mr.Catcher nt enough breath? xp

Halfway suddenly go sit down den i slack-walk lor~

& i was last to get caught..-.-

2nd time, i last "caught" agn..

Cant find me..I went to void deck n found them resting)):

Homed~

Wanted to blog the guys photo but they at the background..

So diff to censor their face><"

So oni annineh's funny pic~ Although face oso funny in dis photo..

But she wan it censor..so..I very GOOD RITE? JKJK=p

2009-10-30T05:50:00.000-07:00

Why is this happening to me again?

I really cant take it anymore..

Cant you understand?

Why am i always the NEGLECTED ONE?

Why am i always the one always being make used of?

Why am i so stupid?

I MUST change..from now on..

I will nt shed a single tear for this again!

No more CRYING

No more WORRIES

No more EXTRA ONE

No more ODD ONE OUT

2009-10-24T00:46:00.000-07:00

Wed, 21.10
Got back report book.
Was nt very satified as its lower den all my papers' marks
Jus becoz my 1st part of the yrs' results pulled me down..
Was nt eligible for 3-3, as i nid 3MORE marks for my sci to get into tt class..
Now, my desired subj combi is 2pure sci> ph & ch
But almost all of de PROS wants to get into 3-2 instead of 3-3..
If u can, y cant u juz stop fighting for de limited space?
Ms gan said that i shldnt tk geog as its nt my str..
Luckily, i rather go for hist.

Thur, 22.10
Gznist had fun.
But nt me.
Decided to go wif them to gz tcher hse on sun.

Fri, 23.10
Asked gz tcher when we met her on our way out if sun she is free.
Nt sure.
Very unlucky.
St***ed my cullotes, walk very awkwardly.
Somemore aft sch went Cwp to makan,
Wif lec-greatama, xy-ama, ws-daddie, wx-uncle n jere-bro(gz family)
My noodle too spicy==
Gave daddie my dumplings.
So unhygenic xD , coz he bite de dumpling into half n dip it into my soup..
EEWW??
Den he gt his "retribution" !!
He emo-ed for awhile coz too spicy=P
Then told his son to get ice for him==
Went bak sch.
CCA 4pm den start.
Played true or dare.
Asked ama LOTS of qns,she didnt wan to choose dare.
I wanted to answer X name when they asked bak using my Qns..
But ended up saying **'s name..
Fullfilling our dares on monday..
Went gz.
Alot of things happened..
I cant control my tears from flowing down..
Most of the others too.

Sat, 24.10
Slacking~

2009-10-10T05:54:00.000-07:00

Today had to go visit grandma but i could nt wake up-.-
Ended up my bro go irritate me to wake up..
Head so heavy!
Had my shower & prepare to go,
deciding to go dere in bus rather than our usual mrt ride dere..
Halfway through change to another bus,
& my cousin+hisFAMILY join in><"

Play with his daughter(DESIREE).__.

Den we had our lunch at Tiong Bahru Plaza on reaching dere..

Continuing de bus ride to visit my ama which is only a few stops from TBP!

Didnt go her hse, instead we went to de kopitiam beside her hse..

Coz she selling newspaper dere..

Then gt "DANG KI"(hokkien words><") dere!
My bro simply loves to see dis..
Den my KACHENG..i mean COUSIN's daughter curious ma..
Go watch. I was sweating lyk hell xD
SO LONG nv watch le lor, even though most of my uncles r part of it/involved..
Tk kaiire of Desiree & played wif her..
Ask so much qns..somemore answer le, aft awhile, she will ask th same thing agn!
But still nid ans!(i noe i very PATIENT:D)
Had stomachache. Bear with it all through th journey home.
Den nid giv goodbye kiss le..
Desiree took away my "FIRST KISS"..
Folo-ed by my bro saying im a les..
Please la! she how many yrs old oni?
She my niece leh!(is it niece?)
Reach home. Stomach gt worse. Toilet. Stomach cleared.
Dinner+TV. TV. Blog. End. -.-

PS! i noe its verii long but..PARDON ME!

2009-10-09T07:46:00.000-07:00

SOOOOO BOREEDDD ARRRRXXXX!!!!!!!
RRRRAAAWWWRRR!!!!
Today no school bcoz of marking day(:
But i NOTHING to do!!!
Whole day stay at home SLACK-.-
I think im gonna turn into a tv addict..(actually im alrdy 1 of them)
My bro even irritate me de whole day to play maple wif him!
But im alrdy getting tired of it.__.
Even when im bloqqing, he can juz stand beside n "SPAM" me
SPAMBOX SPECIALLY FOR MY BRO:
Play maple wif me la!
Dont keep blog blog blog!
So many words, nt siianx meh?
MORE lame den maple lor..
(he said it in chi, i translated it into eng, i verii good(: rite?!)
<<>>
LALALALA~
LALALALA~
LALALALA~(dis is getting lamer..)
LALALALA~
LALALALA~
LALALALA~
LALALALA~(stop..)
LALALALA~
LALALALA~
LALALALA~(i say stop..)
LALALALA~
LALALAAL~(i say STOPP!)
Im getting crazey..><"
NOBODY even tok to me in msn..sobx..
actually 1 or 2 of them did..
but tts when i found smth to occupied myself for awhile..
Anyw, at arnd 5.15, i saw de tchers on their way bak..
(spy them from my house..don sue me!)
i think they finished marking our exam papers alrdy!
so STRESSED..going to explode anytime..
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, going bak to my tv.__.

2009-10-08T00:21:00.001-07:00

Exam FINALLY over..
still feel so STRESSED..even dreamt of revising science..
HOPE tt my STRESSFULNESS will end soon, at least rite after we get bak our results..
GOOD luck to all & my bro for his PSLE.__.

2009-09-20T09:26:00.000-07:00

My FIRST post in my NEW blog!

Previous blog so dead lerhs, tried reviving it but failed..

Let's 默哀1sec for my dead old blog!

1sec..sobx..

MUAHAHAHAS, Im back in ACTION.

HAPPY?! xp

Pardon me for this LAMONESS.__.

Im SLIGHTLY CRAZY this few days.

This blog will tempo be dead too..

I will MIA due to EOY!!

Streaming yr le mus GAMBATEH, cant 漏油le..

So sad, back in ACTION for dono oni how many secs den go into hiding agn-.-